Why do these things have to be so complicated...
So I went to a party tonight, but it wasn't really a party, because I was texting this guy I know 5 pages of stuff. And then I came home and cried. And he's probably going to end up reading this, and you know what, I really don't care. Because anyone who will go to such lengths to try and make you not like them, and say rude comments to you, really isn't such a good friend. Yeah, there are times when he makes me want to hug him, but right now, he's just ticking me off. And I don't get ticked off by people really easily. only my parents, but that's because I've lived with them for almost 18 years. but I came home and just cried. Because I've lost my best friend. Every time I try to talk to him, I just get hurt. Even the text messages. I just don't know what to do. and I was going to try and perform with another friend at his 'farewell' a very pretty song called "I'll find you my friend" and joey was going to accompany me. But now I'm not so sure I'm even going to go. He doesn't even want me to write him. And Now I'm going to try and change my layout. So keep an eye out. But I have to copy in the text, and then change it to fit my needs, so if you see stuff that doesn't quite look right... a.k.a. swear words.. those will disappear when I can get rid of them.
I actually have 2 different ones, one is a "I'll wait for you" that I thought was really cool, and then there is a my life is complicated... and I think I'll pick the my life is complicated. So I'm going to get to work now...
Laura
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