its over....

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

its over....


So, i've decided to get rid of my crush. He obviously doesn't like me, and its actually kind of hard. I've never felt this sad before. There's just a tension inside me, that I long to get rid of. So I've decided to concentrate my efforts on something else, like my modeling. Yeah, I'll occasionally talk to him, (3 times a day ha!) and when I go to his farewell, I'll probably just fall right back in love with him. and yes.. I'm pretty sure love is the right word for it, because it wasn't just a phase. and HA! he thinks I'll forget about him while he's on his mission. FAT CHANCE. but yeah.. I figured I'd declare it publically, or as publically as one can get with a private blog. Note: I thought it would make him feel better, but I guess it didn't happen. so i deleted some comments...

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