I'm Sick (Another Random Post)
I'm SICK of people telling me what I can or can't do!
I'm SICK of people telling me What or what not to do!
I'm SICK of people telling me where I can go, or where I can't!
I'm SICK of people telling me who to date or who not to!
I'm SICK of people telling me who to like and who to hate!
I'm SICK of objects limiting what, where, or when I want to do things!
I'm SICK of objects inhibiting my ability to use time!
Sickness that burns throughout my body, dragging me down, tearing me around.
Seriously guys, I've been kind of sick lately, I haven't spoken to my parents in 3 days, almost 4, and I have one of the biggest decisions to make ever coming up on my shoulders, and I can't run away from it.
What is it?
My dad came and picked me up after sacrament meeting on sunday, and we chatted, and he told me this one statement. "Laura, Do you even want to be here? Do you want to be learning, or would you rather get a tech support job somewhere and sit and wait till you're married? Cause, I mean, that's ok, but whatever you want"
So, what do I do. I'm so lazy when I'm not on my medication, and IF... IFIFIFIFFIF I remember to take it, then I get things done.
So besides this thought that's been on my mind, I'm 'fighting' with my best friends, one of my CPU fans on my computers right side won't work, so I am constantly, working on something, watching as my computer slows down right before my eyes as the computer overeheats, and burns up my leg, and then turning it off, (by holding the button down, because my mouse won't move to the start menu) and then putting a bunch of ice on the bottom of the computer for a half an hour, and then loading it back up again.
I have a stats test to take tomorrow, and a Computer Science Test to take on friday, and an anthropology one to take next week. (OH YEAH)... I also have a book report to finish for the 17th too. Crap... or as I should say FRAK! (I've been watching too much battlestar galactica.)
Oh Good news, I have found time to write more of the novel, so I'll get more of it up on the other site when I can!!! Coolness. Andrew leaves in a week for Florida, and Joey got his mission call to Nashville Tennessee, Jared is going who knows where in December, Neil is going to Madagascar in December, and EVERY BODY'S LEAVING. Ok.. SO I might watch a movie tonight to get my mind off of everything.. and I'll probably be breaking everything down into little pieces, school work wise...
Ok.
Time to go.. Don't know if anyone reads this... Bye.
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