you never...
You'll never know how much you'll miss someone, until they're gone... forever. It just hits you hard, and you feel like crying and never stopping. It feels good to cry at this point. And just let it all out.
You never know how much fun you had with someone, until you never have fun anymore because they're gone, and you feel like doing nothing at all, but sit in your bed, or eat ice cream out of the carton and get fat.
You'll never know how to fill up your time, when you can no longer talk to them 2-3 hours a day. and you can't email, nor even snail mail, because there no longer is a relationship there to try and strengthen.
You'll always know, that it was YOUR fault that they're gone, and not coming back, and you'll have to live with that; that your sorrow is your own, and that you can never have what you had before, and that they're probably better off, or even happier without you.
You'll never know, if they were being courteous by talking to you, or if they really did truly care. And you're never going to.
And you'll never see them again.
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