[Rhett]

Finally the inner pain and turmoil is silent... and what's left is a happy feeling of peace...

What a cool name Rhett is.  Rhett is in my ward.  and he's ridiculously good looking.  He has this slow smile, that makes my breath catch in my throat.  I remember having trouble talking to Danny due to the fact that he was so good looking... but Rhett is another story.  
Rhett is also very patronizing in a fun way... I was grinning the entire time I was with him. He would say things just to get a reaction out of me. 


I spent all day with him today. I went over at 9.  We played halo, and listened to music and visited his friend.  And... I felt, as if a void was filled. Something about him made me so happy.  We went to the gym... we're going again tomorrow.  and then playing...  I was happy today... I mean, i'm happy around Danny and Chris, but I still feel like something is missing...  I guess that's why I was trying to bond with the 2 of them to see if they could replace that.  I spent most of the day practically across the street from Cory's place, and didn't think of him once. There's only one big huge problem. 


He's my roommate's ex boyfriend... and he's still in love with her. 


-___-;  I never can win...

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