Wow

Today is... a good day. I'm dressed up, and happy. At work. Cory and I talked and laughed. And I'm ok. Literally... its strange not to have that looming darkness feeling anymore. It... stop.

* thinks wonderingly*

well, ok, its not completely gone.. I still fall head over heels for the hot guy with dark brown hair that floofs over his head who wanders around the office every time i see him, but.. things are ok now.

Randomly, one of Cory's friends that I went to visit up in oregon started messaging me on facebook. She's alot of fun to talk to. But it spawned to getting each other's gmail, and phone numbers to text. AND, she understands exactly what i'm going through. Its really nice to have someone saying things that hit a chord with me and resonates with such force. I know what she's going through, and she understands what i'm going through. Leoni is a very cool person.

All right.. Here I go.. I'm going to admit it.. I have a crush on someone. Someone very musical, and amazing.... however i have no idea how to approach him. I mean, i did, like a month and a half ago, however, he had just BARELY gotten out of a relationship... and wasn't very keen on dating other people at the moment.... so... now that time has gone by... how do ..... * shakes head *

I have no idea...

So, i've resorted to talking to his friends :)

one of our mutual friends on facebook is someone from my family ward. She says she's really really good friends with him. So.... We're having a girls night... and hopefully, she can set me up on a blind date or something.....

I don't know.. I've gotten excited about this guy, when he probably doesn't know i exist....

Xander's mom invited me to dinner again last night. I had it with Slovak or whatever his name is, and Xander's grandparents. And watched singles ward. It was weird. The apartment complexes in Singles ward are Karl and Socorros. I sent pictures to socorro, and she was like "weird, that's my apartment" it was amusing cause i recognized every place they went while they were there.

I tried meat loaf for the first time last night. That was ... yummy. I loved it.. And xander's grandma has a recipe for 7 layer jello, which Bro. Hacking was like... you NEED to try some... So i did, and it was yummy. It was nice having someone like Jill gossip about boys with me and say stuff like "oh my gosh laura, you need to marry this boy" when i showed her a picture of my crush.

I'm going to order a tamagotchi. That will keep me occupied... and will make me happy.

Hooray.

Anyways.. jumping off for now.

Enjoy these:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tgbNymZ7vqY - Muppets bohemian rhapsody

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VnT7pT6zCcA - Beaker... the best muppet ever created.