hmmm. If its possible to fall more and more in love every day.... its happening. I still feel as if i'm not getting the same response from him though. Its kind of .... disconcerting.

"if i had more self esteem, I wouldn't freak out when you don't respond"

"what's wrong now????"

he makes it sound like there's always something wrong. I'm just... insecure right now.

* sigh *