i want my friends back

i want to be able to finally have what i want

and keep what i had

i don't want to worry anymore about hurting people

and know that no matter what, i'll always have certain people as friends

i want to never worry about losing another friend again

i want to always know that i'm loved by you guys

i can't keep going through this, it hurts too much, cause i value friendship too much

i guess i can distance myself from everyone
that might work.

Then when they leave, it might not hurt so much.